Vacation

Kids and I had our first family vacation this week, so wish Marcus could have been there. Got off to an exciting start!! We left early monday morning, Nick in the front messing with my radio and kids in the back making a ruckus! 45 minutes into our trip Nick tells me that Logan has just barfed on himself and it was so gross. Disgusting, I had to pull out his carseat, pick out chunks and scrub as best i could with babywipes. Then on the road again. In the middle of nowhere Kiki has to poop. I have no idea when the next gas station is going to come so I pull over and hold her as she goes on the side of the road. Then finally we arrive at our destination. First I meet linda and she is so sweet. Then pops in Bruce, first thing he does is give me a hug and say that I am even more beautiful that my photos. From there it was great fun!! We had the best week together. I am so excited to be a part of the Arganbright family. Bruce is so like Marcus it was scary. Spending time with him made the days fly. He had so many wonderful storys to tell and made me feel so much closer to Marcus. I wish the vacation didnt have to end. A few days of reality then back to the lake for some fourth of July fun. Im counting the days till my Marcus returns home and im officially an Arganbright woman!! 85=home 112=marriage!! I cant wait! I'm still trying to figure out how I got so lucky, I found the man of my dreams!

My baby loves me

M y hubby is totally amazing! I got the most wonderful package in the mail today, Victoria's Secret!!! Too sexy lingerie number one very naughty the other sweet and sexy. And two amazing uplifting bras. He knows me so well its as if I had chosen them myself. Marcus makes me feel like a princess from like a million miles away. I cant wait till he is home and i get to lay in his arms every night.

Sun burn

UGH got a horrible sunburn today! Um yeah my legs are burnt... They Hurt!! I wish my man was home to rub me down with some lotion but I guess kiki will do! Why did my dumb ass go with out some sunscreen today. I always say i never get burnt and what happens i get two burns this summer!! GRRRRR !!!! This sucks. Im in pain... No more sun burns for me please god! I cant handle another one!! Please send my husband home soon I hate him being gone tell Obama to get his head out of his ass and bring all of our brave men home! That is all.. Peace!

Therapy in VS

So I had four lovely kid free hours yesterday!! So what did I do... went to Victoria's Secret for some naughty wedding night lingerie.. I tried on several the first one was totally hilarious. Looked super cute on the hanger. Sheer and white with teal trim, had a ruffle above the breast looked as if it would cover a normal boob. I get it on and there is no bra cup. My tits look obnoxious, no playing peek a boo with that ruffle cause there was no covering these. I took a picture for giggles too bad it is R rated saving it for my hunny. The Others just made me look like a fat ass. I chose a super sweet and sexy number that made my curves look hott SEXY and skinny.. Hes gonna think he has an innocent wifey coming at him on wedding night but I plan to be anything but. Had to get the sweet garments to throw him off. Not really sure why we buy the stuff just to have it taken off but oh well ill look hot for like thirty seconds then out comes reality and all my lovely stretch marks... WOOT WOOT! So glad I found someone who doesnt mind his future wife having a map of the world on her stomach.... For the next three months my sexy lingerie wil be chilling on a hanger till reveal night Ill continue playing on skype till then... Love you husband...

Productive!

OMG I was so productive today! I did some searching and I think I landed on the perfect cake topper, Just need the honey to love it too! I also found the best favors ever and came up with some ideas I think that he will love for our centerpieces!! I am so excited I thought Ide wait for him to get home but then Ill be even more stressed and rushed so I think I need to get it all settled so that I can relax! He is gonna be so proud of me for all my hard work, I know that I am. I am so excited for Vegas we are gonna have a great intimate wedding! I spoke with my coordinator today and finalized our flowers and fine details now just need to choose our wedding ceremony songs and write our vows! I am soooooo Excited!!! I love Marcus so much I have like wedding Fever or something and just wanna plan all day long, it is just all over my brain! I even put on my dress today to make sure i still had those amazing feelings as the day I bought it!! And I do!! I even took some test photos to see in a picture how it looks on me! I even put on my vail! :D

dreams

Why do I have such vivid dreams that My heart races in my sleep and sometimes I even cry!!!
Last night Im having a great time swimming with my children, and we get ready to leave the pool. I always take off logans life jacket before we get in the car, I did. He is so brave he ran over and jumped in the pool... Because it was a dream he jumped really far and all the sudden the pool was very deep. I run and dive in to save him, I bring him up and do cpr but nothing. Then the ambulance comes to revive him, It was just like when he was born. They hooked him up with a breathing tube and he was in the hospital.He stayed for a few days while this was going on my dream just got crazier. Im in the hospital looking for his room, but half of the hospital is like an amusement park.. WTF! I run into some people who are being chased. I see a red lazer on her head and I say hey look and they dodge I dodge and now I guess I pissed them off cause the people put the red dot on me. They fire and graze my neck I wasnt shot but It hurt like hell.I get away after some chaos and get to my sons room. He is still on tubes but awake and doing better. I head home for the day with my wacko mother. And she is driving like a freaking idiot and doing so in front of the cops. Like three cops pull her over in front off my home. She is a jerk to them She threw her gum in the face of one of them. He calls over the sergeant and she tells him the other guy was an asswhole they laugh together of course she tells him a sob story and no ticket is given. Then I look up and Logan is running happily on the porch, I start to ball. I run out of the car and snatch him up, all while thinking how the hell did he get here, I just saw him. Then I wake up because my sexy man sent me an IM to my phone!! Vivid dreams huh!! They are like this everynight! I think I will start recording them on here.

Wedding Plans

Wedding plans have completely changed, my stress overload has been minimized a great deal. Positives of the changes- My husband to be will definitely be home in Time!! My maid of honor Natalie will be 21 on Oct 2 YES!!! So she actually gets to come!!! October 16 @ the Riviera Wedding chapel in Vegas I get to Marry the man of my dreams!!! I am so excited and happy I cant wait to be his wife. He is the kindest most amazing man I could have ever dreamt of. Our wedding day will be one of the best of my life! Then We get to make our baby woo hoo!!! If he gets me preggers before Vegas I may have to kill him lol, That is all for now!!

Swimming

I always said that I would never swim in public until I found a wet suit to wear. Well when you have three children who love the water that idea no longer works. My children have me at the pool everyday and yes I have to get in the water. Its all good cause I got a super sexy grandma suit complete with a skirt and all... I decided I dont care bout my cellulite anymore there are plenty of fat girls at the pool and the ones that arent fat have hair growing from there backs... LMAO. The only man I need to impress I already got and he loves my curves, everyone of them. My children think its really cool that I have a road map on my stomach.
So today I went to Splash Cove with the family and we had tons of fun. It is like a mini water park just for little kids. I will probably be dragged there at least once a week for some fun in the sun :). I love being able to have fun and enjoy my children they are getting so big. Logan is so brave he isnt afraid of anything. Kinda scary when it comes to water, I wish he had a little more fear of that. I lvoe the summer because I get to have so much fun outdoors with the kids. WInter please never come!!

103 DAYS TILL I GET MARRIED TO MY SEXY MAN!!! WOOT WOOT!!!! VEGAS HERE WE COME!